01 6 / 2012
One thing I realized today is how much regret I feel for wasting 3 years thinking that things would change. I thought that you were going to actually put in effort to just be nicer. I’m pretty convinced that I was wrong. I also realized how much I really need you and how much you don’t need me at all. I realized how you can carry on and say the exact same things in the exact same way to anyone else. I regret listening to your “secrets that you don’t tell anybody”. What? Am I the last to know? All I know is, I’m done because it’s not worth my time and this emotional whirlpool I’m dealing with WILL get better independent of if you’re in my life or not.
